Okay, so today was a big day - and it didn't go well. I study to be a journalist, and when we have to apply for internships, it all happens in one day. And this year, there were 290 students, and 240 available internships. Yeah, you do the math.
I got a phonecall really fast from one of my top-priorities, (they had 26 applications, only did 3 interviews, so yay me) - but I didn't get it. And that's the general story of today. So close, yet so far away. I'm so upset. I want to move on in my education, not come to a standstill!
So... I'm just really tired. Try to think of all the positive today. Keep my spirit high. I must find some kind of internship on my own tomorrow - somehow... I'm just tired of always fighting and struggling.
But ok, I can take it. I'm strong, so better me than some weak, poor soul.
Aaaarrrgh! I still get to be fucking pissed of! Tomorrow night I'm getting wasted. Tonight, I'm just too tired.
...but on a more mellow note, I took the ferry home, because: 1. it's cheaper than the train, and 2. I loooooove the ocean. It's soothing. And the weather was wonderful.
I love how I can always tell what season of the year it is by looking at the ocean. That particular blue color can only be in the fall.